Monday, December 28, 2015

2 Christmas C


Matthew's description of the birth of Christ includes two very different responses. The Wise Ones who see a star and follow it and Herod who reacts in fear with violence. What does this have to tell us about our own responses to the coming of Christ into our lives?

2 Christmas C
Sermon given on January 3, 1998
By the Rev. Valerie Ann Hart
At St. Alban's Episcopal Church, Brentwood CA
Matthew 2:13-15, 19-23

         Usually when the Christmas story is presented, the various traditions are so combined that we may be surprised to realize that the story in Luke and in Matthew are quite different, or at least describe different aspects of the story. And Gospels of Mark and John don’t mention anything about the birth of Jesus. Let’s just quickly review to give a context to today’s Gospel reading.
         In Luke we have the most extensive description of the birth story. It is in Luke that we hear of Elizabeth and the birth of John the Baptist. It is in Luke that the angel comes to Mary and tells her that she will conceive. It is also in Luke where Mary goes to visit Elizabeth and says that beautiful piece of poetry we call the Magnificat.  It is only in Luke that there is reference to the decree that all should be enrolled and the journey to Bethlehem of Joseph with Mary who was with child. It is in Luke that we hear of the lack of room in the inn and the child being laid in a manger. In Luke the birth is announced to the shepherds, and no one else. Eight days later they have the child circumcised and then they go up to Jerusalem for the purification rites after which they return to Galilee, to the city of Nazareth.
         In the Gospel according to Matthew we get a different picture. It begins with the genealogy of Joseph. It then just says that Mary was betrothed to Joseph and became pregnant (no angels announcing it to Mary). Joseph plans to divorce her, but an angel appeared to him in a dream and explained that it was a child of the Holy Spirit, so he marries her but doesn’t have relations with her. It then says that Jesus was born in Bethlehem in the days of Herod. There is no mention of traveling from Nazareth, in fact from Matthew’s description it would sound as if Joseph and Mary lived in Bethlehem before the birth. The birth is announced not to shepherds, but to wise men from the east via a star. (Luke doesn’t mention a star, yet the shepherds are usually shown with a star.) The wise men contact Herod about the prophesied location of the birth of the savior, and Herod decides to do away with the child. That’s where we get to the current reading where Joseph once again gets a message in a dream and goes to Egypt to protect the child and returns not to Bethlehem but to Nazareth, once again in response to a dream. It turns out that the only overlap in the two stories is that Jesus’ parents were Mary and Joseph, that Mary was a virgin, and that Jesus was born in Bethlehem.
         Why should such different stories be told? Well certainly at the time of the writing of the gospels, 30 to 60 years after Jesus died, there were many stories passed on about him. Which of many stories the writers of the Gospels decided to include depended upon the emphasis that the writer wanted to make. They would also include those stories that were meaningful to them personally.
         So, today we have the story of Joseph, Mary and Jesus fleeing to Egypt and (although we skipped the description of it) the killing of all the male children under two years old in Bethlehem. Matthew presents two very different reactions to the birth of Christ. The wise men, who see a star, a glimmer of hope, and travel great distances to bring their gifts to the Christ child, and Herod, who reacts with fear and tries to destroy the savior of his people. Why would Matthew choose these two stories?
         One thing to remember about scripture is that it is written on multiple levels. On the one level it tells the direct story of events, on another level it is a parable, a representation of something deeper. It speaks on the concrete level and on the spiritual level. Let’s take a look at this stories form a spiritual level.
         We see here two responses to the coming of Christ. The coming of Christ, the birth of Christ, is not something that only happened 2000 years ago, it is also something that spiritually happens to us. The Christ, the savior, is born for us today, is potentially born in our hearts, in our beings. If we are like the wise men, we see a glimmer of light, a star in the east, a glimmer of hope, a spark of belief, that something wonderful is taking place. Inside us a spark of light is born, and if we are like the wise men, we follow that star and we respond with gratitude and gifts.
         But, often there is something within us more like Herod. Something within us that is afraid of the birth of the savior.
         Let’s take a deeper look at Herod. There is no historical evidence of the slaughter of the innocent children of Bethlehem, but there is agreement that it is the sort of thing that Herod would have been quite capable of. He was not descendent from the kings of Israel, but became king because he had helped the Roman’s when they took over the country. His claim to legitimacy was through his wife who was a descendent of the royal family. He was constantly afraid of losing his power, probably because he knew he didn’t legitimately deserve it, so he would brutally eliminate anyone who he thought would challenge his authority, including several of his children. When he heard of the birth of the predicted Messiah he was afraid of losing his power to this newborn “king”. Therefore, he tried to have him eliminated. The wise men brought gifts, welcoming the birth because of their wisdom; Herod brought death because of his fear.
         So, is there a part of us that is like Herod, a part of us that thinks it is in charge? A part of us that exerts a power and authority that is really not legitimate? Is there a part of us that is in truth a petty administrator but acts like it is a King? Is there a part of us that has been given some authority on day-to-day matters that has forgotten the real purpose behind that authority? I would say yes, that part of ourselves that has come to be called the ego.
         Our egos are necessary and important; they manage our activities and interaction with the world. They make decisions about what we will do when and how. They are the administrators of our psyches. They help us to survive. But they are not the king. They are there to serve our spiritual selves, yet our egos have forgotten that. When the Christ child is born in our hearts, when God’s love is born in us, the ego gets scared. When we begin to want to live our lives, not as our ego has learned to do in order to survive, but as our deeper, spiritual, loving essence wants us to, the ego gets scared. The Herod in us gets scared, and wants to destroy the potential new king.
         How do our egos respond? In many different and sometimes subtle ways.
         One way to think about it is that through Christ God is giving us a wonderful gift. The most wonderful of gifts - full, complete, and unconditional love. God stands there, with arms outstretched, offering this gift. How do we respond? “Oh, you shouldn’t have.” “I don’t deserve this.” “I couldn’t accept this from you.” “I am so unworthy.” “I don’t have anything to give you in return.”  or “What’s the catch?” “What do I have to do in exchange?” “Nobody gives this kind of gift without a hook.” “This couldn’t be for real.” All God wants to do is give us Love, but we are afraid to accept it. We are afraid to accept it because if we truly accepted that we are unconditionally loved by God, our whole sense of self, our whole way of being in the world, the whole game of our ego, would have to change. We would have to let go of guilt, of fear, of shame, of our poor self concepts, of our sense of ourselves as not enough, of not being lovable. And if we did that, the power of our ego would be eliminated. We would be free beings. Free and joyous beings. And that is terrifying. Terrifying to our egos.
         And so we ignore the gift, deny the very existence of the giver. We have doubt, our rational minds struggle against our personal experience. The Herod in us wants to destroy the gift of love.
         The real Herod did not understand that the kind of king that Jesus was would not interfere with his administrative duties. Jesus was not a king that would try to overthrow Herod. Jesus’ kingdom was very different than that. And the birth of God’s love within us does not want to eliminate the ego, we need our egos, rather it wants to transform it, have the ego become the instrument of spirit. And if we open to this we discover that we are more powerful then ever.
         If Herod had not been so insecure, if Herod had faith in his own abilities, if he had not developed a grandiose image of himself, he would have also been able to welcome the birth of the Christ. If we can love our egos, acknowledge their place in our lives, they may be more willing to welcome the birth of our spiritual selves, rather than try to destroy it.
         And if not, we have to take the Christ child to Egypt, to that country from which the chosen people came after going there in time of famine. We keep that sense of the spiritual, the divine, that spark of hope, that star burning within us in a safe place while we work on our egos. That is what all the spiritual practices are about, quieting our egos, putting them into place. All the prayers, the fasting, the meditation, the study, is to lead to the place where our egos as we knew them are dead, so that the spirit can return from Egypt and take its rightful place as the king of our lives.

         What is there within you that refuses the gift, that tries to eliminate that birth of the knowledge of just how deeply we are loved by God. Is it fear, guilt, shame, self-doubt, the need to know, the need for control, or that all pervasive sense of not being enough. Nurture the child of light within you, honor the fears of Herod, and accept the gift of love, the warm wonderful gift of God’s unconditional love, which is incarnated in the Christ child.

Monday, December 21, 2015

Christmas Eve Sermon

Have you ever wondered about why Christ was laid in a manger? Why a feeding trough for animals?

Christmas Eve Sermon
Transcribed from a sermon given
December 24, 2009
At St. Barnabas Episcopal Church
By Rev. Valerie Ann Hart

I have found myself pondering why Jesus was laid in a manger.  Now, I know you immediately think he was laid in a manger because he was born in a stable and that it was what was handy, but he could have been laid in a basket, or he could have been laid in a bucket, or he could have been held on Mary’s lap. But it says very specifically several times that he was laid in a manger. The angels say, “You will find the child laid in a manger.”  Usually the Bible has more to it than just the practically finding a place to put your kid. I felt there might be something more there so I was pondering that. I began by asking what is a manger?  A manger is a feeding trough.  It’s a place where they put the hay for the animals to eat.  It’s where the animals go to get nourishment. 

Now, let’s think about hay. Could you get nourishment out of this hay? Sometimes, if it’s good hay, it has some seeds on it.  You might get a little bit of nourishment chewing the seeds, but if you tried to survive on hay, you’d probably not do very well.  Now, you might be able to stay alive. But then again, you wouldn’t thrive, would you?  In fact, if you lived in a very, very poor country, that might be all there was, the grasslands, and you’d chew it, and it might fill up your stomach, and it might make you think that you’ve eaten something, but you wouldn’t be satisfied.  You wouldn’t be healthy.  You wouldn’t thrive.  There would still be a sense of hunger for something more. 

Do you ever feel in your life that you’re hungry for something more?  That all the things around you are just straw?  They don’t really satisfy?  When you’ve got your iPhone and your iPod, and you’ve got your new car that still smells like a new car, and you have your new clothes, and you have everything you’ve ever wanted and you still aren’t satisfied.  We read about these Wall Street executives who can’t live with only a million dollars a year.  They have to get a bonus, have another $500,000.00, in order to survive.  They have everything, but they’re still hungry for more. 

If you lived in a culture that told you the correct food to eat was straw and everybody ate straw, nobody would be particularly healthy, but the rich would have great big piles of straw, and the poor would have very little straw, but nobody would be healthy.  Nobody would be satisfied.  Nobody would be filled.  No matter how much they chewed and consumed and tried, there would always be somewhere inside of them a longing for something more.  Is there a longing in you for something more in your life?  You do everything you are supposed to do. You are busy and active.  You collect and you consume.  It’s wonderful we call buying “consuming”.  We eat it up.  We chew on it.  We try to take it into ourselves.  We try to satisfy ourselves by consuming things, and yet is there a part of you that isn’t satisfied, that’s still hungry, that’s still missing something? 

I think sometimes we try to satisfy ourselves with hay, with straw, because that’s what animals are satisfied with.  This straw would be great for a cow or a donkey, but for a human being, it’s not enough.  Having shelter and food and comfort is fine for the animal part of us, but we’re more than that.  We’re more than just an animal, and so we’re still hungry.  We still are hungry, so God chose to come to earth and be placed in a manger.  That within the straw of the manger, the straw of our lives that we’re trying to feed ourselves, is placed Emanuel.  God with us. 

We heard some other names for this child that was placed in the manger - The Prince of Peace, Lord of Lords, God of Gods.  One name he gave himself when he said, “I am the bread of life.”  “I am the bread of life. Those who eat me will know everlasting life.”  Those who consume me will be filled, will be satisfied.  He even used in Greek the word to chew, to consume, to swallow, to take in.  He is the bread of life.  He is what God offers us instead of straw.  If we consume him, then and only then can we be really satisfied.  Then and only then will we have all the nurturants, all the nurture, everything that we need to be whole and healthy.  God offers us food.  God wants to feed us.  And what is this food?  This food is God’s love. 

One of the carols we didn’t sing is “Love Came Down from Heaven.”  God loves us so much.  God loves us so much, so much that for each and every one of us, for you, God took the form of a human being.  And for you. And for you.  If it had just been you and there had been no other human beings, God still would have been born because God loves each one of us that much.  Chew on that.  Chew on that for awhile.  Chew on the idea that you are loved that much. 

And then he taught us some other things.  He said that what we are to do is to love God and love our neighbor.  He taught that it is through that kind of love that we will find meaning and purpose and satisfaction.  Chew on that for awhile. 

And chew on this.  You know, God loves you that much, but God loves that person over there also.  And you know what?  God loves you that much, but God also loves the people who haven’t come to church on Christmas - the ones who chose not to.  The ones who didn’t want to.  The ones who’ve been hurt by the Christian religion, or the ones who are apathetic.  But God loves each one of them just as much as God loves each one of us.  And you know what else?  Those who are Jewish or Muslim or Sikh or Hindu and therefore don’t want to celebrate Christmas, you know what?  God loves each one of them too.  Chew on that. 

God came down in the form of a little baby to show us of God’s love, and some people noticed.  The angels came and sang to the shepherds.  Now, the angels must have been pretty loud.  To have a huge chorus of angels, you’d think some other people might have heard, but they didn’t.  And there was a star in the sky that was a new star.  Anyone could see it, but it was just some wise people in another country that knew what it meant and took the time to follow.  And they came up to Herod, and Herod was told about what happened and he chose not to hear.  In fact, he chose to be afraid and tried to destroy it. 

We all react to the news of Christ’s birth differently, and each year, each Christmas, it’s a little different as well because we’re at a different phase in our lives.  Sometimes it is so easy to believe and be caught up in the joy and the wonder of God on Earth.  Other times, we’re not so sure about that.  We question.  We doubt.  And that’s normal.  We’re very fortunate that in the gospels, one of Jesus’ disciples happens to be named Thomas and is called Doubting Thomas because after the resurrection, he would not believe that Jesus was resurrected just because other people told him so.  He had to have his own experience.  It’s okay if you don’t believe just because other people tell you.  If you believe that Christ was born and laid in a manger because I tell you, great.  But you’ll really believe it when you experience something.  When something happens in your heart.  When something happens where you no longer can question that there is a presence - that there is a love that there is something more than the straw of our lives.  Something deeper and something more satisfying.

What will you see in the manger today?  Will you see straw?  Will you see a pleasant myth?  Will you see a child?  Will you see God incarnate?  Will you see the bread of life? 

I invite you to ask God to touch you, to show you, to let you have an experience where it no longer will be someone else telling you, but you will know.  You will know that you are loved by God and that God came to Earth to love you and to feed you.  Amen.